Its been quite some time since i wrote a word on this god damn page! Its not that i dont wanna ...its only that i cannot find time!
yeah seriously.....i never thought i could say that i am short of time for anything! I used to find time for everything even when i was studying for my exaams....and now here I am two months post my exams and the end of my college life...posting this blog from my office!....hell yeah it feels different and whoever said that it feels good was spot on!....working feels real good especially when your working in a place like mine....where work is fun!
now let me think what i wanna post and and pull something outta that pandoras box called the brain....talking about brain...i was really brain fucked.....when????well when abhinav bindra won the gold....and when sushil kumar and akhil singh won bronze.....and when phelps won 8 golds.....and why was i brainfucked to see india win 3 medals at the olympics.....GOD DAMN WHY NOT!! its only 3 medals out of the numerous participants we sent....damn pissing off!...and phelps on the other hand..declared that he would win all events he participates in and does it!....thats such a put off that we cannot find about 100 odd talented people in a population of over a billion!...too bad!
so many things have gone by in these past few months that i have not posted in.....the cricketing circus of IPL went by...where people put club over country and showed that they could support their region as passionately as their nation.....I was glad to see some quality cricket at the regional level but then it was the moolah that got the players to play so passionately in my opinion.....I was amazed to see the commitment level of players....it was incomparable!
Mean while the bloody terrorists took pot shots at us through various blasts.....be it jaipur or bangalooroo or ahmedabad..it was really saddening to see that thee terrosists are so devoid of balls to declare open war! they got no balls whatso ever to come in thhe open and thats shows they were born to eunuchs and not MEN! I dont know why i am giving everyone an update on the current indian situation but this is what my minds asking me to conjure up al though it is senseless and baasi!
as usual i would be going home from work at 3.30 in the morning and just drop on my bed with mixed thoughts about everything....about whether have things really changed....whether the scores i got in my final year was reality or was just a dream.....so many things...i dont know whether its a dream or for real....just like our olympic disgrace....just like these heartless blasts....i wish it was all a bad dream......and i would wake up to a beautiful day and a beautiful place...where one human being is not anothers enemy......where India can live up to its potential and not flatter to deceive....where politicians put country over self.....where everyone has a Heart......and with these confusing and disturbing thoughts i would drown into the world of dreams and look into the world i wanna live in...the world i always dream off.....
