Wednesday, December 28, 2011

#Poem Series - Sister and Daughter

Life was so beautiful and calm

It felt like heaven when I touched your palm

I was alone and like a bright star you shone

Made that small chair I sat on feel like a kings throne

We grew up together

And I swore I would be there forever

To hear my words your always keen

When I look at you, I feel like am lookin into a mirror in between

You smiled at everything I did

And I did everything to make you smile

From you, nothing I ever hid

you heard it all and in my head never let it pile

Difficulties saw us bond

We had grown our ages beyond

We stood up for one another

without you I couldn’t have taken care of mother

We fought as kids and hitting you was sinister,

You are the world to me coz you’re my sister

All I ever try is to not let anything bother

This wonderful girl who is not just my sister but also my daughter

#Poem Series - Winner

I write my memories on a piece of paper

Both good and bad,

They stay there in my head

Some making me happy and some sad

Whenever I think of the good memories,

Times I spent with family and

Times I spent with friends in the hood

I wish I could roll back times

To feel that pleasure and undo that pain

Time lost once I know I cannot gain

So I try to love all I can and enjoy every moment

Not thinking of tomorrow

Which eventually I will spend in my tomb that is silent!

I took an oath when I felt this emotion

That I would never complaint and show in god all my devotion

I promise to god and to my parents alike

I shall fight and not bow down to the hurdles which I so dislike

I shall not kill and curse and hate and never be a sinner

Coz all I want and I shall be in life is a winner!

#Poem Series - White Light

A usual night it was until
I felt the world go still
the wind hitting my face
My heartbeats, in a race
I kept riding the wind on my bike
Never before it felt like
It came from up above and felt like lightening strike...
Oooohhhhh the white light....

It got me high and took me above
this mortal earth
I began to fly, I began to soar
Like an eagle in the open skies
with the vanity of this earth
I broke all ties...
I woke up on the everest
Under the moonlight...
Oooohhhhh then I saw the white light....


Mr Time stands there watching it
turn you in to a fearless child of fate
Life's a game, some you miss some you hit
you're addicted more with every passing date
you feel like a flyin kite
and a shining star in the night
When you feel so right you know
you've got the white light...

#Poem Series - Yeh Saali Zindagi

Yeh saali Zindagi
Akela baitha hua mein,Jaagta hoon raato ko
parchaiyon se poochta, do pal to mera saath do
Neend hain na aankho mein,mann mein na chain
Ab toh bas lage hain, jaldi beet jaaye yeh rain


din guzar jaate hain ,Sui ki chalte chalte
Ghante kahaan beet gaye,Suraj dhalte dhalte
naa aankho mein aansu na dard ka ehsaas ho
yeh din dikh jaane ke pehle, zindagi ki raat ho


garmiyon mein suraj ki narm kirno mein ghoomna
sardiyon mein kambal ke resham ko choomna
baarishon ki boondon ka maathe par jhoomna
in lamho ko kaid kar fir usmein doobna

aye pagal insaan tu har pal ko jee
usmein chippey amrit ko dil khol ke pee
jee ley kuch is tarah, jaise is raat ki subah nahi
aaj tere saath hain, kal ho na ho yeh saali zindagi

#Poem Series - You'll Never Know

How the Moon grows on you
How the sky is so blue
And why the rain feels so good
You'll never know...

WHy the heart beats so loud
Why your mothers so proud
and why your friends just smile
You'll never know..

Coz you are fake and phoney
A gold digger that wants money...
And you think you are the only
That knows the worldly things...
Oh oh....You're so blinded......

What it feels like to be loved
And the feeling of being pushed and shoved
And what it feels to be real
You'll never know

As the evening grows
the fireflies start to glow
And the warmth within a lovers heart
You'll never know...

Coz you are fake and phoney
A gold digger that wants money...
And you think you are the only
That knows the worldly things...
Oh oh....You're so blinded......

#Poem Series - Since You've Been Gone

An empty house sits waiting
for its master hasn't been home in a while
its been long, but the moment you left
it all felt wrong and its not felt the same
since you've been gone

The wife cooks a meal,
the one you love most
she looks out for you,
wish you would atleast come as a ghost
Her eyes have been longing for you
her soul love lorn
since you've been gone

The little boy and the young girl
have grown up now
oh they miss you,and HOW
they look for you and feel hard done
since you've been gone


The lonely eyes standing by the door
the ears can't hear you no more
the most crowded place feels like an empy shore
they sit by the wave and think about you
from dusk to dawn
oh its been so long!
Since you've been gone ...

#Poem Series - Sands of Time

As the dried leaves fly by
the winds caressing your hair
the whole reality seems like a lie
you continue to walk unaware

The streets are quiet and dark
the shadows following you around
it leaves on you a deep mark
slowly brings you to the ground

The heart pounds and races
sweat dripping on your brow
the eyes see never seen before faces
thinking here you reached how?

Suddenly you feel things turn
Around you there is growing slime
you see your family mourn and soul burn
as You pass into the sands of time.....

#Poem Series - Reminiscence

As the rain fizzles down
on this beautiful earth
I sit down watchin the muddy brown
and the kids full of dirt

I sit there watchin the kids at play
and think of the good old day
when I used to be a little boy
and jumping in the puddles was my biggest joy

I then walked down the memory lane
taking a step forward towards the present
how i would think being a kid was a bane
and on growing up I was hell bent

As my memory travelled in time
It passed by some corners of my heart
In the pockets there wasn't a single dime
For her I would try to stand apart

The calendar changed many seasons
For each one I met I tried a lot more
Each of them with their reasons
Plainly walked out of the door

Now I feel why I wanted this life
My mind failing to think clear
I am a changed man now, it cuts me like a knife
still there is nobody that cares, When I shed a tear.

#Poem Series - Promise

There was an innocent stare
in those beautiful eyes,
one that i had never seen before.
It beat all the glare of the lights
and was deeper then sea that hit my shore...

She was broke n hurt and taken for a ride
by one she loved and in whom she would confide..

They made promises to each other..
That they would always be together..
But he walked out n broke those promises..
and all she was left to do was cry and miss.....

I held her hand n promised to never leave
and I wished in me she would believe
I tried my best to help her forget the pain
I lost myself in her but all of it was in vain...

she had made promises that she would let it go
wouldn't ever let her self go through that sorrow...
but she went ahead and broke those promises
and all i was left to do was cry n miss...

As i go further n into this limbo
there is no way out, Oh I so know...
but i had made a promise, that i would never leave
n i would never break her belief....

#Poem Series - Parchaai




aaj do pal main baith kar
soch raha tha waqt shayad gaya hain thehar
saari yaadein aakar havao ke saath
rulati rahi mujhe saari raat

main kaun hoon main kya hoon
kya hain meri pehchaan
sab ke ghumo ko bhulane
sabko deta raha ek hissa apni jaan

dusro ki hasi se
jod li maine apni khushi
yeh na socha, na jaana
na samjha yeh, ki unhone mujhe na pehchaana

samajhe woh mujhe apni zindagi ka sahara
mujh sa koi unko mile kee yeh dua
par mera unke saath hona
na tha unko gavara

Ab aaine mein jab apni
parchaai dekhne jaata hoon
us insaan mein apne aap ko dhoond na paata hoon
meri zindagi ke lamhe ubhar ke saamne aate hai
Meri asliyat ek saraab hain, yeh mujh se kehlate hain

Main kaid ho kar reh gaya
auro ki umeedo mein,bhool gaya yeh,
mazza aata hain khud ke liye jeene mein
meri parchai mujhe dekh kar kehti rehti hain yeh
chodd de jeena dusro ke liye,
ab toh mere liye jee le....



#Poem Series - Love

Every one is living in such a mad rush

Madness is like gravity and it needs only a gentle push

To get you to fall to the depths of crazyness

To get you to rise to heights of awesomeness

We are all living Mundane lives

You hate a man and you call him a husband,

You don’t even trust that dame

But you still call her your wife

Why is there such abnormality,

Why is the world so far from reality

Relationships are floating on thin crusts

Because most of em are based purely on lust

The symbol of peace is the dove,

And all we need is a little love

I am glad you two found it,

Please cherish and savor it every bit

I can only pray for you two,

And Hope someday I shall find mine too,

I shall do my best to keep your bond intact

Because we all signed the friendship pact

I am proud to be known as your friend,

You proved it exists when my hope was coming to an end,

Spread the message and release the dove,

All the people need a little love.

#Poem Series - Let me Be

Come here my little friend, Nothing is come to an end

Life is still like that and I am still a brat

You thought I would change, But it is so strange

That I haven’t, so just let me be!

This world is truly a bitch, all my clothes need a stitch

I was happy and Single, don’t know why I decided to mingle

She said she liked me, but she wanted to see

If I could be what she wanted me to be

And I yelled…Just let me be!

Day dreaming was never my style

But I have been doing it for a while

Don’t know why though, it just hurts me so

And I need my friends, to share what I feel

Nights go restless and I have to have a meal

And everyone there, don’t just stand there and see

Move on in your life and just let me be!

#Poem Series - Pal



Tik tik karti ghadi ki sui
Bole hain tujhko chal
Waqt jaayega guzar
rukega nahi yeh pal

Suraj ki garmi hain
Aur lambi hain yeh raah
Paani ko taras jaayega
Badhta ja lekar apni chaah

raahon mein kaatein
Bichane waale bhi milenge
ek din karenge log teri hee baatein
dekhne waale sab tujhse jalenge

Aayega woh ek din phir
haasil karlega tu sapne
badhta chal pahadon sa sthir
Paraye bhi ban na chahenge apne

us mukaam par pohanch kar
jab dekhega tu piche mudhke
dikhegi tujhko woh mehnat
jo rang laayi hain iss pal

#Poem Series - Memories



My eyes meet the ray of light
coming through the window
The morning chill in the bright sunlight
makes me want to soak up more
The feeling not so new
I have been there before
leaves teased by the drops of dew
and I still want it all the more
each new morning the ray forces my mind to dive
in the oceans of time, oh I want to explore
the Memories pressed in the pages of mind
sweetened through the ages like wine

I sit there lookin the sun in the eye
thinking about what to do
the restless feeling wouldn't die
forcing me to think bout bygones
Where, what, why and who
Some good, some bad
they all gave me a gift
when I open the pandoras box
It makes my mind drift
Its the feeling within
that keeps this moment alive
makes me wanting for more
each new morning the ray forces my mind to dive
in the oceans of time, oh I want to explore
the Memories pressed in the pages of mind
sweetened through the ages like wine

#Poem Series - Mary Moshuana

Oh Mary Moshuanaa
Oh Oh Mary Moshuana

You and I are such good friends
i hope this fling never ends
I know you are a hungry feline
Oh you can't just be mine..


I met you the other day at the bus stand
Yeah, I loved the way you held my hand
And then you kissed me and it hit my brain
In the sunny afternoon it felt like rain

Oh Mary Moshuaana...
Oh oh Mary Moshuaana

The other night you went to crazyy
wish we could do it one more time babyY
You took me high and left me dry
Life seem like such a sweet lie

You came along and all the wrong...
Felt like it had all gone
you make it feel right, everytime
Like a crazy diamond you make me shine

Oh Mary Moshuaana...
Oh oh Mary Moshuaana

I'll meet you in the day
and I'll meet you in the night
from April to May, everyday
you just make it right....

#Poem Series - Ma

The first time I saw those pleasing eyes
They dropped a tear hearing my cries
She held me in her arms and hugged me tight
She had already plans to make me Smart and Bright

She fed me and taught me and put me to bed
Her lap was the pillow on which I rested my head
She sang me a lullaby if I didn't get sleep
Her love for me was passionate and deep

As I grew up, I yelled at Her
It hurt her but her hopes on me didn't deter
She always thought her son would turn up right
I still regret the days I used my might to keep her quiet

Then one day, she lost her man
She drank her tears and did everything one can
to see her kids happy and satisfied
Her aura and beauty left me mystified


The more I thought, the Less I understood
I realized Gods way of being every where was motherhood
All these years I didn't bother
to tell you "I love you Mother!"




#Poem Series - Keep the Faith



He walks down the empty roads
trying not to hate
"praise the lord" read the church board
he said "I'll keep the faith"

He was so bound and tied
thought someday he would be great
off every chance he was deprived
but he said "I'll keep the faith"

He was restless and in pain
waiting for D date
every tear shed went down the drain
still he said "I'll keep the faith"

He knew bad times won't stay always
For good times it won't be too late
he patiently counted days
and always keep the faith

In his eyes there was belief
as he walked through the gates
in his smiles there was relief
coz he had kept the faith


#Poem Series - I miss you

As I lay down on my bed,
there is just one thing on my mind
I try to get it out of my head
and put all of it behind

Each new day, I look forward to,
There is a sudden rush
there is atleast one moment I think of you,
and I smile as I blush

You are the shining light
of my work filled and tiresome days
your smile is what makes it bright
I swear,only the truth my heart says

You don't know how it feels
to not see you or hear your voice
Different priorties keep you on your heels
I am left with no choice

Our lives haven't intersected yet
I would be a fool, if on the future I bet
Of today I can tell you something true,
Everymoment your out of my sight,
I miss you, I really do.

#Poem Series - Hey Little Johnny

Hey Little Johnny come and talk to me
Oh there you have a bruised knee..
Bandage it son and go back to the field
Its just a flesh wound, it will heal

When I was your age, I was stupid and Naive
I smoked my weed and felt alive
It got my heart racing and pumped my blood
The fluid in my brain started to flood

Oh and I felt awesome and So fucked up
Umm I don't remember " did I barf up!?"

She was a charming little angel as she came along,
And now I think "Oh I was so wrong"
ANd then I found some hash from Shillong..
Hey can someone please "Pass me a bong"

Oh and I felt awesome and So fucked up
I picked up the pieces and mopped up

I reached home late from the party one night
Mom started an angry fight
she yelled and screamed n then she cried
I asked "oh mom, why the hell are you fried"

Oh and I felt awesome and So fucked up
I have my head really all mixed up


I fell on my bed & looked up straight
My head could feel all the weight
And I saw the moon and Shooting stars
Like tail lamps of Fast cars

Oh and I felt awesome and So fucked up
My head was spinning when someone said "Whats UP!"

#Poem Series - Friends

You and I together in the rain
Sharing all our joys and the pain
We both laugh and cry together
An unsaid promise to be one forever

We joke, we fight and we yell
Our secrets to each other we tell
Time flies when its me and you
as they say to tango it takes two

we watch our backs in troubled times
always in sync like wind chimes
you hear my silence and i hear yours
we walk in and out of our thoughts like open doors

we are like two bodies and one soul
without you life is a black hole
we make mistakes and we make amends
I guess thats why we are best friends

#Poem Series - Fall Apart


Its dark outside as I write
Its was not so long ago the days were bright
and then suddenly a needle pierced the heart
as I saw it all fall apart...

She stood there watching me walk away
not realizing the reason for this day
she gave me a cold stare
the one I could never bear

Its all went a bit pale n numb
I decided to this pain I won't succumb
I made myself oblivious to the sounds
down the memory lane my mind took rounds

Its difficult to think it happened so fast
I think of the times together we had a blast
and then suddenly a needle pierces the heart
and makes me wonder why it all fell apart..

#Poem Series - Faceless



Walking on the moonlit sands
along the crashing waves
A whisper in my ear,draws me close
tells me of those wonderful days
The voice so serene,The feeling to dear
makes me feel so near
to someone unseen, someone unheard
still leaves me with a feeling so weird
An enigma that leaves me clueless
Oh, its the faceless!

As I see her hold the hands
that would take her to unknown lands
In her eyes there is trust ,his name in her every breath
they vow to stay together,till they are seperated by death
her heart so composed, soul in peace
to her heart only he had keys
I see this and get drawn towards the memories
of someone unseen, someone unheard
that leaves me with a feeling so weird
An Enigma that leaves me clueless
Oh, its the faceless

He cries in pain as he watches her go
tried all he could but couldn't save her though
A void in his heart, an empty space to fill
every second, himself he wants to kill
They were in love, had passion so divine
like the stars their eyes would shine
I felt the gentle touch, one more time
of someone unseen, someone unheard
that leaves me with a feeling so weird
An Enigma that leaves me clueless
Oh, its the faceless



#Poem Series - Eyes

I sat in the crowd
looking for a familiar face
I saw you and those eyes
Why i felt so at peace, I don't realize

You just sat there
talking to a friend
I wish a few moments
with you I could spend

when am in the crowd
I am nervous and worried
in my stomach there r butterflies
that ease up lookin at your eyes

oh how lucky the man
that has your heart
that innonce in your eyes
makes u the doe, me the hart

in this crowd full of
hatred jealousy and lies
I found a reason to smile
your beautiful eyes :)

Poem Series - Dad

I held his hand and walked along

No fear whatsoever

In him I always bestowed upon

My trust which was blind

He took me places and taught me things

Showed me the meaning of emotions within

He taught me to love and live in peace

He cried and worried even if I would sneeze

I didn’t know who he was and why he cared

They told me he was my dad.

I never understood what that meant

And found his love too cagey

I fought with him as I grew

Hurting his heart and shredding it through

He never complained and kept his faith

He believed his son could never go bad

His trust in me was never ending

And with him I kept fighting

Over the years, I realized how much I loved him

But it was not until I had lost him

I didn’t realize what I had lost

He took with him a friend, philosopher and guide

Now I wish he would come back to me

I would love him and express it free

One thing in his lifetime I could never do

To tell him how much I loved him true

I wish I had said it before

Dad I love you and now I wish you were here

#Poem Series - Black Night

The evening was calm and composed

Showing no signs of being worried

And then suddenly came the dark lords

To leave her sanctity and peace buried!

They came from a land not unknown

There stay friends of ours known

I wonder how some few love seeing the casket

I guess that’s why they say one rotten apple spoils the basket

They had the redness in the eyes

Anger in the heart that was unjust and unfair

They ripped apart the beautiful evening

And left the city with no meaning,

To live now feels senseless

My brothers and sisters killed

And those alive left hopeless.

I sometimes feel anger and disdain

But this can do nothing to undo the pain

Leaders we chose betrayed us

And now we don’t know who to trust!

All that’s happened is not right

I hope I am never reminded of that Black night.

#Poem Series - Angel

Under the moon lit sky, the stars were sparkling

I looked at them trying to decode their magical language

They kept smiling at me trying to tease me and I kept looking in vain

This happened every night and soon it became a pain,

A pain I didn’t feel, a pain I didn’t understand

I wish someone would explain to me what they said

Holding my hands

I kept looking for those hands now that would take me along

To the magical world of stars and the moon

The voice that would tell me about the different reasons

As to why each star shone differently and sparkled like they did

The story about why the moon would wax and wane,

I kept looking for the one who would alleviate my pain

Then down the aisles of the rainbow, she came walking

Her eyes putting the sparkles of the stars to shame,

Her smile illuminating a million moons

Her voice my guiding light, I had never seen a soul shine so bright

She was like an angel sent from above

An angel I prayed for, who would give me peace

A sense of purity and divinity in my heart,

I kept looking at her, thinking if I was indeed alive

I wished she would be mine, I prayed to god

And promised I would never let the sparkle of her eyes fade,

Never let her smile go, that I would cherish her in my mortal eyes

And treasure her in this heart

With the sound of thunder my dream fell apart,

But I still think about the angel

Every moment I breathe, every second my heart beats

I know she is somewhere around

Looking at me and waiting for the day

She would walk into my life

And transform it to the magical world I dreamt of.

#Poem Series - Above it All

you stand there watching everybody
that goes by you
watchin each move they make
They're in such a hurry, and so fake
Ain't you glad your above it all...

you enjoy that drop of rain
love going through the pain
you've burnt your hands a lot of time
your young and still like aged wine
Loving each moment be it rise or fall
Ain't you glad your above it all

And that soul of yours is so pure
like your smile , there is no cure
in your mind you are so clear
and you know what is your call...
Ain't you glad your above it all..

#Poem Series - A Friend Forever

It seems like yesterday that we met,
to never give in I had said,

I thought about the past
it had left me in pain,
but everyting happened so fast,
I soon realized my resistance was in Vain.

You came like the bright sunshine
and I said "Oh! could she ever be mine!"

I was worried and nervous,thinking I gave in too soon...
I couldn't care less about the outcome
I was already on the moon and the damage had been done

We are Seven Seas apart
yet so easily you walked into my heart
I was enchanted by Your simplicity and liveliness
May it be with you always, God bless

Your smile means a thousand suns to me
I wish you could someday see
everytime I think of you,there's happyness in my eyes
They blink and shine like 10 million Fireflies

I know you have been through a lot
you've given it all and ended up sad
I made a promise to give it all I've got
and that I'll never make you mad.

Everyday I spend without talkin to you
seems like a million years,
But I've never felt so secure before
alleiviated of all my fears

Of losing you, I don't care
the feelings you invoke in me are like the air
I feel it gently taking me away
in a world where your with me night and day

Even if we never meet and be together,
your memories with me will live forever,
At worst, my heart will need a mend,
But I will still have you with me as a Friend....